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BreathlessHere I'm once again
Just checking if you're okay
It's a long time since I last saw you
And I know we're not friends

But even though
you want me gone
It's not that easy to leave
To be honest, you're a part of me

I hope you won't notice
That I've been here
If you do then I know you'll leave
But I love watching you, when I do I can't breath

Even if I'm dead to you
You're still on my mind
You used to be a part of me
And I'm sorry I can't let you go

I wonder what's the right thing
I wonder what to do
Maybe I should just stare at you
And you'll leave me breathless till I die

Lonely NightAnother Lonely Night
beneath this darkness I hide
the depression takes over control...
while I start to fade...

The anxiety starts to act up...
as my mind thinks heavy thoughts..
wish this pain would go away
wish everything was different....

My body reacts badly
this pain is so deep
wish the thoughts would vanish
I wish my life turned out differently

Another lonely night
is all that it takes...
a mind that takes control...
of the thoughts that are deep inside

The urge for pain
the urge to react
my mind takes over control...
on this Lonely night I live

Real words, Real tears, Real me.Go to Church.
No.
Un-Peirce yourself.
Be a virgin.
Stop crying.
Stop smiling.
You're a freak.
I know.
You're emo.
What are you?
I hate you.
I hate myself, too.
I hope you die.
I hope I do, too.
You're an attention-whore.
Is it wrong to want someone to be there?
Why can't you just be happy?
Because there's nothing to be happy about.
You're a loner.
You're a whore.
I hate you all.

Razor Blades FEEL THE PAINRazor blades
Broken glass
Fire and boiling water
Fists against the wall
Breaking knuckles in the tune
of your still-beating broken heart
of the drums that beat LOUD in your head
Of the voice crying out, screaming NO NO NO
Broken glass and pain, crying out, silent against the rain
Shower's turned out, hot as hell, wash away the pain and blood
Dripping down your skin, rinse away
Fight and pound, scream
Beats in your head let it out
There's pleasure in the pain
It measures who you are
You scream because you're numb, and yet you still hurt
you scream LET ME FEEL
Keep it coming, the beats goes on
You keep marching, keep pounding
Something breaks t

Take me homeWould you notice?
Would you care
would you feel alone
If I were no longer there?

Should be searching
Could I find
A road to follow
To get some peace of mind.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Could you tell me,
who to be.
just who is this girl
I'm on lock and there's no key.

I feel alone,
I feel lost.
Will I stay like this,
Forever, always last.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Trying so hard to be someone I'm not,
I'm slowly forg

Fading awayDon't cry anymore,
I no longer feel.
Don't know who I am.
What lie is real?

Girl in my mirror,
That girl should be me,
Her eyes are empty.
I'll never be free.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Can you remember,
who I was before?
Who was that girl,
that is no more?

Virus inside me,
eating me alive,
No one can see,
Keep it all inside.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Those empty eyes,
That blank stare.
That pale face,
Look

RebirthFalling further down into the
abyss of agony with no way
to go up; and these chains
that bind wrists in iron so
cold that it burns like fire
refuse to shatter; drowning
in tidal waves of chaos and
venomous malevolence.

Give me a blade to cut away these sulfuric bonds at last
and throw me a rope to pull me up out of this hole;
I'm weary of dying inside the coffin they call "the self"
and ready to crawl from the grave in armor woven
from the chains of misery and destruction.

Please Don't Leave MeYou slowly turn your back on me
It’s been ten years already…
Why can’t my voice call out to you?
We knew this would come someday…
I want to hold you close and never let you go
But goodbyes don’t have to be painful, you know…

I don’t want to say it.
You won’t really leave my side.
Don’t you know I’m afraid of goodbyes?
The last farewell between lovers? friends?

But you’re walking away
and I can’t keep up with you.

It's All A Lie, Right?She just wants the attention, right?
She just wants people to care only for her, right?
She is just faking it, right?
Making all of it up?
Right?
She isn't really hurt, right?
I don't need to worry, right?
She is really happy, right?
Only pretending?
Right?
She just wants people to look at her, right?
She isn't lonely, right?
She's just fine, right?
Not hurting?
Right?
Is it true?
Do I need not worry?
Because she will smile the next day, right?
Because she just wants the attention, right?
She isn't hurt.
It's a lie, right?
All a fake?
Please...
Is it true?
Does she just want the attention?
Is she that selfish?
Please tell me.
I can't bare to see her like this.
Does she just want the attention?
Is she only making it all up?
Its repetitive in my mind.
But why?
Why would she be hurt?
She always used to smile, right?
She was happy, right?
Or was that a lie?
Why did she lie?
Is that I want the attention?
That I'm envious of her?
That everyone worries for her, and not me?
That's it, right?
T

FreakYou always tell me it's just a phase I'm going through
Even though it's been several years
After all the times you took away everything
The darkness was what you feared

You think I'm gonna be that girl I was several years ago
But let me tell you: I'm not going back.
So you can say I'm going through a phase
But really, that's just crap.

So tell me that I'm not who I used to be
Tell me that this isn't me
But really it is and hopefully one day you'll see
That this is me, whether you like it or not.

Some people ask, "Is that your daughter?"
With a look of disgust and disgrace,
Since apparently they can't stand
My lined eyes and my pale face.

LeaveIf I leave
Will you see,
Just what this world
Has done to me?

If I leave
Will you notice I’m gone?
Or will you bitch about me
Saying I did wrong.

If I leave
Will you care?
Will you think of me
Or will you thoughts be bare

If I leave
And be gone forever
Will you regret that we
Were never together?

If I leave
What will you do?
Will you take me away
To somewhere new?

I’m going to leave
What do you think?
I’ll be gone soon
So don’t blink

You said when I leave
You would make me stay
Well, you better follow through
For I leave today

So when I leave
Will you stop me?
Will you give me hope
And set my soul free.

I can’t leave now
For you have given me life
You have finally taken me
Away from my strife

So thank you boy
I’m not going to leave
My problems are halved
I can finally breath.

OneOne more joke.
Thats all it took.

One cut.
Its just not enough anymore.

One phone call.
That could've saved me.

But nobody cared.

I've already had 16.
One more pill should do it.

One gravestone.
Thats all I need.

One person cried
That was just me.

II who is crying.
I in despair.
I who is trying.
I who wants care.
I know not love.
I only know hate.
I who does push and shove.
I guess it's my fate.
I who wonders why the world is round.
I who wonders why like is not Yet found.
Dear me, dear my.
I only seem to cry.
So tell me.
Can I?
I want to die.

My maskDeepest cut so far,
drawn another scar.

My sister sits downstairs,
I wonder if she cares.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Laugh and play along,
I know I'm doing wrong.

Talking with my friends,
they'd never understand.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Falling to the floor,
make it go deeper.
I cut because I hate myself,
I hate because I cut.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won'

You'll never fix meWhat is wrong, what's my problem?
tell me what to do, I need some help from you.

Just let go, it's my problem.
Nothing you can say, will make me feel ok.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
The help you think you offer me.
Don't think it's gonna work
Why can't you see what I see.
Don't think it's gonna work,
you'll never fix me.

Please give up, just stop trying.
It's just who I am, you don't understand.

Leave me here, stop the lying.
Like this I am fine, have been all this time.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
T

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Making believeAnother night,
so dark outside,
What's the difference with within?

I fall asleep,
another dream,
about how lonely I have been.

Wake up again,
the next morning,
thesame feeling deep inside.

Can anybody ever see,
The tears I cry in the night?

Making believe,
living a lie.
They don't know what's deep inside.
Trying to breathe,
(With the) pressure of mine.
And when will it be my time?
With someone to shine, over me.

Another day,
Nothing to say,
so I keep my headphones on.

I go to school,
follow the rules,
without a place to belong.

No one will know,
how low i go,
everytime I look around.

Will anybody ever know,
About t

How will this end?Little girl looks in the mirror,
her mother right behind.
They both don't realise yet,
Times aren't always kind.

This is a story of a girl,
And the people around.
Wrong vision of the world,
and consequenses found.

Trying to block it all out,
the fights all seem so loud.
Her sister what must she do,
will the ending be hard too?
Can't she ever really see,
she's hurting everyone and me.
Can she just not understand,
how will this end?

The girl keeps lying more, more,
Mother thinks to herself.
'How can I keep the score,
how can my daughter tell?'

Every single time now,
they drift farther apart.
Sister starts to cry now,
she

Here I am'she listens to rock music,
but dances hiphop every week.'
'She likes to dress 'bit sexy,
But never tries a trick.'

She looks scizofrenic,
Like she's crazy underneath.
But all that I can say,
Get ready this is me.

Here I am,
Taking everything in.
Don't know where to begin.
Dont need you,
or anybody else,
i'm doing it all myself.
Here I am.

She sits very quiet,
with her ipod volume on.
But shes got strong opinion,
how can she mix those two along?

Thay try to be so perfect,
just looking right at me.
Just because they're afraid,
to be all that they can be.

Here I am,
Taking everything in.
Don't know where to begin.
Dont

Along for the rideI said
'Dont talk, just listen,
take everything in.
Try to tell a story,
not knowing where to begin.
I'll explain my life,
how it has nothing to do with you.
But that I just have to let go,
and tell someone the truth.'

I don't want to go,
I don't want to stay.
I don't want to feel,
Like I do everyday.
I don't want to hug,
I don't want to fight.
just want to ask one thing:
'Can I come along for the ride?'

You said
Ok, i'm here,
If you want to say.
Or want to tell me why,
You chose me today.
But trust me, really I understand,
Life sometimes just passes you by.
And you want to know why.

You don't need to go,
You don't n

Just listenDid you ever notice,
No one listens when you're right.
Only when you're wrong,
So they can try and pick a fight.

I try to tell the truth,
Behind every little lie.
But you don't believe,
I have hold all these things inside.

but
Just listen,
and accept me,
for who I am.
May not be,
What you hoped for,
But i'm trying all I can.
Just listen.

So many days have past,
Turned to weeks and to years.
You never noticed,
I've got a mark for all my fears.

The cracks in my wall,
are 'bout to make me fall.
Right onto the ground,
I'd be crushed by them all.

so
Just listen,
and accept me,
for who I am.
May not be,
What you hoped

Hoping, wishing, sittingHoping,
wishing,
sitting,
doing nothing.

Thinking,
dreaming,
waiting,
for something.

Crying,
lying,
sighing,
dissapointment.

Standing,
walking,
doing,
what you have to.

Climbing,
Reaching,
Laughing,
Cause you made it.

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Just say goodbye

by ~isasongs, Nov 11, 2012, 9:26:54 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

You want to know my story
but are you really sure?
It's not like you can save me
not like you're the cure.

My story's on my body
it's hidden from the world.
To all of them I'm happy
just another girl.

I've got to say

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.

It's all hidden from them all
The pain inside my head.
And because I never told
it's always been like that.

There's nobody I know
that could ever understand.
I'm lost in all of my thoughts
lost in no-mans land.

Just go away

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.

I don't know what to do
Can you save me
Don't know what lie is true
Am I worthy
Do you think I'm worth your time,
did you think that I was fine
Do you know that everything I do's a lie?

Please baby stay

Leave me alone, let me be
Don't let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
But don't leave me alone, please don't say goodbye.

Just say goodbyeby ~isasongs

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Another song I wrote, felt pretty inspired.
And I felt like writing this, I wish there was anyone to sing this to, but there isn't.
But I hope you all like it

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~kratoszeusbandit1515 Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I think this is absolutely great!

~isasongs Nov 12, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you

~kratoszeusbandit1515 Nov 12, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

No problem

~Suklaaaa Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is truly amazing!

~isasongs Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks, I appreciate that.

~FallenDarkElegance22 Nov 11, 2012

This truly speaks out to me personally, all these feelings I had experienced secretly, I just couldn't tell anyone because no one would understand me, they'll just give me the same response "Get over it" but like I can....I need to talk out on what is on my mind....but the best thing I had ever done was just let the feeling of pain and loneliness sink deep into my mind.....part of me wants to sort things out with him....but I can't. Anyway I LOVED this poem! Excellent and lovely I have to say!

~isasongs Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks you so much.
I really appreciate it, and I like it that you can connect to it that well.
It's funny tho because I have got like zero experience in relationships so I'm pretty happy that it isn't too akward.
I hope you'll work it out tho.

~dragondave10 Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

THIS IS AWESOME

~isasongs Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

THANKS!

~dragondave10 Nov 15, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

welcome

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