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Fading awayDon't cry anymore,
I no longer feel.
Don't know who I am.
What lie is real?

Girl in my mirror,
That girl should be me,
Her eyes are empty.
I'll never be free.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Can you remember,
who I was before?
Who was that girl,
that is no more?

Virus inside me,
eating me alive,
No one can see,
Keep it all inside.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Those empty eyes,
That blank stare.
That pale face,
Look

You'll never fix meWhat is wrong, what's my problem?
tell me what to do, I need some help from you.

Just let go, it's my problem.
Nothing you can say, will make me feel ok.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
The help you think you offer me.
Don't think it's gonna work
Why can't you see what I see.
Don't think it's gonna work,
you'll never fix me.

Please give up, just stop trying.
It's just who I am, you don't understand.

Leave me here, stop the lying.
Like this I am fine, have been all this time.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
T

Down down downTell me it's just a phase
not knowing who I am
But it's been much more than days
and I still don't understand

I feel like I am wrong
I never do it right
Oh I'm really not that strong
I don't think I'll win the fight.

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down down down
Everytime the world is spinning round round round
Can anybody see
The pain inside of me
Or do you all enjoy just watching me bleed

The wall I'm building high
it's raising everytime
everytime I want to cry
when you make me hurt inside

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down

Bleed To Death....All the names, the bullies,

The words they have to say,

Strikes pain into my heart,

Each and everyday.

I try hard not to listen,

They say i'm a fat pathetic whore.

So I go home and cut,

The scarlet words onto the floor.

I cut so deep and never stop,

I let the pain just leak away.

I let my blood rush out,

Hoping my life will end today.

I'm just not meant to live here,

It's just not meant to be,

I'm to dumb to stay alive,

i'm to weak,don't you see?

God doesn't care about me,

he watches as I cry,

My friends are just to busy,

To notice if I die.

I'm now inside a river,

Of a bright scarlet red,

I did it, pain is over.

I'm n

narcissismA long time ago I saw you for the first time
I got interested in you
I discovered you
I grow up watching you
You were always with me
I got attracted to you
I liked you
My feelings grow
And I fell in love with you
I never felt lonely thanks to you
But what should I do?
You are just my reflection...

Take me homeWould you notice?
Would you care
would you feel alone
If I were no longer there?

Should be searching
Could I find
A road to follow
To get some peace of mind.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Could you tell me,
who to be.
just who is this girl
I'm on lock and there's no key.

I feel alone,
I feel lost.
Will I stay like this,
Forever, always last.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Trying so hard to be someone I'm not,
I'm slowly forg

Just say goodbyeYou want to know my story
but are you really sure?
It's not like you can save me
not like you're the cure.

My story's on my body
it's hidden from the world.
To all of them I'm happy
just another girl.

I've got to say

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.

It's all hidden from them all
The pain inside my head.
And because I never told
it's always been like that.

There's nobody I know
that could ever understand.
I'm lost in all of my thoughts
lost in no-mans land.

Just go away

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can

What about thisI'm going numb
I'm losing myself
I think I'm losing my mind

I'm feeling dumb
But no longer care
Everybody thinks I'm fine

It's just a phase they say
It'll fade away

But what about this, what about me
I want to be left alone, can't you see
That you think it's a problem, but I know I'm fine
What about this little way of mine

I'm looking around
And taking it in
But in no time it's out

Trust me it's not wrong
Just my way of dealing
With everything around

You think I'm not ok
just listen when I say

What about this, what about me
I want to be left alone, can't you see
That you think it's a problem, but I know I'm fine
What ab

I'm still hereI'm still here
and I'll die
until you
need me!

I'm still here
just waiting
for you to
free me.

I'm still here
though I know
that you don't
need me.

I'm still here
and I want
you to
release me.

ParanoiaParanoia.

I don't want to be this way.

But I can't help but feel this way.

No matter what you do

Or what comforting words you say.

My over active mind will not allow me to believe it.

My weary blood shot eyes will not allow me to see it.

Even though my attentive heart is able to receive it.

My thoughts and my imagination will corrupt and deceive it.

And that's why no matter how much I love you.

For some reason I will always feel cheated.

So please don't blame yourself because you have done more than enough.

You have proven yourself and have provided me with so much love.

There are only so many false accusations you can take.

The

Heart To HeartYou are my constant
In worlds that keep dividing.
You can have my heart.

Sweet GirlNo one could understand
the betrayal she goes through.
Her tears dry after an hour's cry
and she smiles to hide the pain,
but the scars on her face still remain.

Tears ran down her marred face.
Curled into a tight ball,
she hides and lets it out.
There's no hope for her heart.

Sitting all alone,
holding in all that pain.
It's beating her down
just like her father's hand,
because no matter what she does
it's never enough for them.

She dreams of her knight in shining armour
who comes to take her away;
she waves goodbye to all her hurt
and she never cries again.
But alas it's only a dream
and soon she is woken by thundering

Daughter of DeathI have seen death;
I've watched someone's
Final breath.
That last sigh of life,
The submissive gasp
Of a body's strife.

I have smelt decay;
I've sensed someone's
Dying display.
That stench of loss,
That everyone has to
Come across.

I have heard screams;
I've witnessed someone's
Broken dreams.
That grief of hope,
Around a throat
Like a hangman's rope.

I have touched despair;
I've felt someone's
Unseeing stare.
That empty shell,
Telling me to go and
Rot in hell.

Teddy Teddy
Life would mean little without a mouth to express yourself. Or a mobile body to take you places. To be inanimate, to lack of motion, to be essentially a mind trapped in a holding cell that is the self. Like a tree, one that never bows to the wind around it. The leaves, the wind and rain, all of it surpassing you. What would be the purpose of thoughts, feelings or emotions? Why exist if there's nothing to live or die for? This soul of mine ponders that. Would you ever find joy as a figure that sits motionless forever? I know I did. My joy, and happiness came in the form of some outside force, that manipulated the way I feel. Unli

You think you knowMy mask has dropped,
You know my secret,
you think you understand.

You think we talked,
but I just listened,
cause talking with you that's something I can't.

Who am I?
You think you know.
But I don't even know myself.
Feel lost on a journey,
with nowhere to go.
Not knowing where I'm from.

Again I've tried,
To identify,
To find something I am.

Just another try,
Just another fail,
Maybe I'm no one at all.

Who am I?
You think you know.
But I don't even know myself.
Feel lost on a journey,
with nowhere to go.
Not knowing where I'm from.

You tell me who I am,
You tell me what to do.
You think I know what I'm thinking,
Bu

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In my mind

by ~isasongs, Oct 4, 2012, 12:01:03 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

I am broken,
glued together by cuts
I stay frozen
I'll never change much.

My blank look
Looks right through it all
My fake smile
that keeps up my wall

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

I don't know
I lost how I feel
Reflection
Please show me what's real

You can't hide
from what is inside
so just try
try to make it right

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

You won't save me so I run, I try to hide.
I should try but I don't know if I can win this fight.

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.