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What's happening to meKeeping on hiding,
all of the lies.
Trying and fighting,
all of the cries.

covering the scars,
hiding the cuts.
Now only the stars,
know I am nuts.

Someone out there,
that can see,
what's happening to me.
Something for me,
I can do,
to keep it cool.
you'll think I'm a fool.

Another mistake,
know what I'll do.
Piece of skin will break,
but not cause of you.

Don't want attendion,
that's why I hide.
It's an addiction,
a constant fight.

Someone out there,
that can see,
what's happening to me.
Something for me,
I can do,
to keep it cool.
you'll think I'm a fool.

Don't want to tell,
want someone to know.
what's in th

WallsI'm fine,
I lied,
can't you see it in my eyes.

Won't cave,
not safe,
I'm really not that brave.

Hold everything in,
Bleed it all out.
won't let anybody in,
I'm covered by a cloud.
I know I've become undone,
Can I ever overcome?

I cry,
I lie,
No one ever asks me why.

In fear,
too near,
take a step away from here.

Hold everything in,
Bleed it all out.
won't let anybody in,
I'm covered by a cloud.
I know I've become undone,
Can I ever overcome?

Don't get to close to me,
My walls are up too high.
I'll never let you in,
So please don't even try,
you'll only make me cry,
and searching for the knife.

Hold everything in,

In my mindI am broken,
glued together by cuts
I stay frozen
I'll never change much.

My blank look
Looks right through it all
My fake smile
that keeps up my wall

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

I don't know
I lost how I feel
Reflection
Please show me what's real

You can't hide
from what is inside
so just try
try to make it right

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

You won'

Just say goodbyeYou want to know my story
but are you really sure?
It's not like you can save me
not like you're the cure.

My story's on my body
it's hidden from the world.
To all of them I'm happy
just another girl.

I've got to say

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.

It's all hidden from them all
The pain inside my head.
And because I never told
it's always been like that.

There's nobody I know
that could ever understand.
I'm lost in all of my thoughts
lost in no-mans land.

Just go away

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can

Do I feel love?Words
I can't find any
Yet here I am
Writing this for you
With the others
I knew what to say
Now I don't know
How I feel
Should I cry myself to sleep
Because of you girl?
Maybe I'll give you a rose
Will that make you love me?
Do I even want you to?
What do I wish to have from you
And call it mine
Do you need anything from me
Or even desire it
Speechless
Supposedly feel 'in love'
But I don't
Why

Is it because
I'm afraid I'll hurt you
Or I'm unaware of
Exactly who you are
Will you come back
And destroy my barely beating heart
I've made so many mistakes
When it comes to love
Should I even try
Killing myself inside

You'll never fix meWhat is wrong, what's my problem?
tell me what to do, I need some help from you.

Just let go, it's my problem.
Nothing you can say, will make me feel ok.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
The help you think you offer me.
Don't think it's gonna work
Why can't you see what I see.
Don't think it's gonna work,
you'll never fix me.

Please give up, just stop trying.
It's just who I am, you don't understand.

Leave me here, stop the lying.
Like this I am fine, have been all this time.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
T

AbuseThere's nothing I want more than…
To feel your flesh rip around the blade in my hand
And your blood flowing through your shirt.
Only then will the shock in your eyes come to realize
You are the only one who really deserves to die.

As I stare deep into the mirror
I always ask,
"Why do you put up with this?"
Why do I put up with this?

Beating won't make me younger and I can't be unborn.
What do you want out of the names you call me?
Do you expect me to accept them?

Maybe next time
When I finally fall asleep,
I won't wake up.
Will that make you happy?
(I know it'd make me happy)

We may be alike in many ways
But I'll never

Down down downTell me it's just a phase
not knowing who I am
But it's been much more than days
and I still don't understand

I feel like I am wrong
I never do it right
Oh I'm really not that strong
I don't think I'll win the fight.

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down down down
Everytime the world is spinning round round round
Can anybody see
The pain inside of me
Or do you all enjoy just watching me bleed

The wall I'm building high
it's raising everytime
everytime I want to cry
when you make me hurt inside

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down

Take me homeWould you notice?
Would you care
would you feel alone
If I were no longer there?

Should be searching
Could I find
A road to follow
To get some peace of mind.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Could you tell me,
who to be.
just who is this girl
I'm on lock and there's no key.

I feel alone,
I feel lost.
Will I stay like this,
Forever, always last.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Trying so hard to be someone I'm not,
I'm slowly forg

You think you knowMy mask has dropped,
You know my secret,
you think you understand.

You think we talked,
but I just listened,
cause talking with you that's something I can't.

Who am I?
You think you know.
But I don't even know myself.
Feel lost on a journey,
with nowhere to go.
Not knowing where I'm from.

Again I've tried,
To identify,
To find something I am.

Just another try,
Just another fail,
Maybe I'm no one at all.

Who am I?
You think you know.
But I don't even know myself.
Feel lost on a journey,
with nowhere to go.
Not knowing where I'm from.

You tell me who I am,
You tell me what to do.
You think I know what I'm thinking,
Bu

My maskDeepest cut so far,
drawn another scar.

My sister sits downstairs,
I wonder if she cares.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Laugh and play along,
I know I'm doing wrong.

Talking with my friends,
they'd never understand.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Falling to the floor,
make it go deeper.
I cut because I hate myself,
I hate because I cut.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won'

Bonds through bloodEditors note: Welcome to Black Water High here there are a few more things that happen than you may think, because the night class consists entirely of Vampires.

Chp. 1 Day and Night

I am in my usual night class uniform a skirt that goes to my knees that's black, my black lace with flower designs tights, knee high boots, a white button up dress shirt, a black vest, my key necklace, gloves and my hair up in a pony tail. Its twilight and I wait by the gates with my fellow vampires on the other side of our dorms gate where the day time guys and girls are trying to get inside because they think we're irresistible and want to be our lovers. The

Lucky 13I think 13 is lucky
It's certainly chaotic
but it matches the black I wear
the web of my mind
it gets a bad rap
no floors in its name
but everything else seems
to reject me too
so, I'll make poor 13 mine
and we'll be lucky together
just fine

Close To The HeartTip the container upside down
Dump all the contents on the ground
Open your eyes as silence hits you
There was nothing there to make a sound

Over time the contents disappeared
But you were too busy to notice
Though you held the jar against your chest
Over time you started to lose your focus

And now you've finally realized it's empty
The emptiness gapes like a hole
You feel compelled to reach inside it
To figure out why it's not full

You've lost the treasures that you held close
Without them you feel incomplete
It's time to lock yourself back inside
Time to initiate a retreat

Take time to analyze what you've lost
Decide what

You need me, I don't need youYou need me to need you
That's why you got your tattoo
The writing on your right arm
Saying "I will never do you harm"
But who were you trying to kid? On me it didn't work
You can play the victim but deep down you're just a jerk
Once you had me hooked honey I was so naive
To not see the heart ache you had tucked up your sleeve
But times have changed baby, do you want me to lie?
I can promise you will never again make these eyes cry
You need my weakness to help you with your own
But during your absence boi, I have grown
So throw your nasty words, they will bounce off my shield
It will protect from that sharp knife that you like to

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Fading away

by ~isasongs, Jul 15, 2012, 7:35:12 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Don't cry anymore,
I no longer feel.
Don't know who I am.
What lie is real?

Girl in my mirror,
That girl should be me,
Her eyes are empty.
I'll never be free.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Can you remember,
who I was before?
Who was that girl,
that is no more?

Virus inside me,
eating me alive,
No one can see,
Keep it all inside.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Those empty eyes,
That blank stare.
That pale face,
Looking, nowhere.
Where will she go?
When will this end?
Please help me understand!

Don't cry anymore,
I no longer feel.
Don't know who I am.
What lie is real?