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AwayI want to fly away,
up, in the sky.
down, back to earth.
I want
I want to go.
Away, anywhere, nowhere, somewhere.
Just go,
Leave, let go, live.
I want to fly away,
somewhere I can stay.

Just say goodbyeYou want to know my story
but are you really sure?
It's not like you can save me
not like you're the cure.

My story's on my body
it's hidden from the world.
To all of them I'm happy
just another girl.

I've got to say

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can't you see.
I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.
Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.

It's all hidden from them all
The pain inside my head.
And because I never told
it's always been like that.

There's nobody I know
that could ever understand.
I'm lost in all of my thoughts
lost in no-mans land.

Just go away

Leave me alone, let me be
Please let go, can

Fading awayDon't cry anymore,
I no longer feel.
Don't know who I am.
What lie is real?

Girl in my mirror,
That girl should be me,
Her eyes are empty.
I'll never be free.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Can you remember,
who I was before?
Who was that girl,
that is no more?

Virus inside me,
eating me alive,
No one can see,
Keep it all inside.

I'm lost, alone.
Forgotten who I am.
I still don't understand,
How it all began.
Minute by minute,
step by step.
I'm fading away.

Those empty eyes,
That blank stare.
That pale face,
Look

My maskDeepest cut so far,
drawn another scar.

My sister sits downstairs,
I wonder if she cares.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Laugh and play along,
I know I'm doing wrong.

Talking with my friends,
they'd never understand.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won't tell if you won't ask,
I'll keep wearing my mask.

Falling to the floor,
make it go deeper.
I cut because I hate myself,
I hate because I cut.

Keep quiet to hold the lie,
to hold it all inside.
let it come out in red.
I won'

WallsI'm fine,
I lied,
can't you see it in my eyes.

Won't cave,
not safe,
I'm really not that brave.

Hold everything in,
Bleed it all out.
won't let anybody in,
I'm covered by a cloud.
I know I've become undone,
Can I ever overcome?

I cry,
I lie,
No one ever asks me why.

In fear,
too near,
take a step away from here.

Hold everything in,
Bleed it all out.
won't let anybody in,
I'm covered by a cloud.
I know I've become undone,
Can I ever overcome?

Don't get to close to me,
My walls are up too high.
I'll never let you in,
So please don't even try,
you'll only make me cry,
and searching for the knife.

Hold everything in,

Take me homeWould you notice?
Would you care
would you feel alone
If I were no longer there?

Should be searching
Could I find
A road to follow
To get some peace of mind.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Could you tell me,
who to be.
just who is this girl
I'm on lock and there's no key.

I feel alone,
I feel lost.
Will I stay like this,
Forever, always last.

Take me home,
lead the way,
without a word to say.
Follow the moon,
or the sun.
Will I ever come,
to a place where I belong.

Trying so hard to be someone I'm not,
I'm slowly forg

What's happening to meKeeping on hiding,
all of the lies.
Trying and fighting,
all of the cries.

covering the scars,
hiding the cuts.
Now only the stars,
know I am nuts.

Someone out there,
that can see,
what's happening to me.
Something for me,
I can do,
to keep it cool.
you'll think I'm a fool.

Another mistake,
know what I'll do.
Piece of skin will break,
but not cause of you.

Don't want attendion,
that's why I hide.
It's an addiction,
a constant fight.

Someone out there,
that can see,
what's happening to me.
Something for me,
I can do,
to keep it cool.
you'll think I'm a fool.

Don't want to tell,
want someone to know.
what's in th

In my mindI am broken,
glued together by cuts
I stay frozen
I'll never change much.

My blank look
Looks right through it all
My fake smile
that keeps up my wall

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

I don't know
I lost how I feel
Reflection
Please show me what's real

You can't hide
from what is inside
so just try
try to make it right

A part of me wants to be free
a side of me cannot see
to the questions in my mind
the answers are nowhere to find
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind
I won't find.

You won'

What about thisI'm going numb
I'm losing myself
I think I'm losing my mind

I'm feeling dumb
But no longer care
Everybody thinks I'm fine

It's just a phase they say
It'll fade away

But what about this, what about me
I want to be left alone, can't you see
That you think it's a problem, but I know I'm fine
What about this little way of mine

I'm looking around
And taking it in
But in no time it's out

Trust me it's not wrong
Just my way of dealing
With everything around

You think I'm not ok
just listen when I say

What about this, what about me
I want to be left alone, can't you see
That you think it's a problem, but I know I'm fine
What ab

RightI'm easily blown away,
by a single word you say.
I keep my dreams inside,
with all the other things I hide.

In my dreams I can escape,
All the evil things, my faith.
Don't need to recover,
Myself, I can just discover.

I don't know who I am
I want to hide.
But walk in the night,
And hope it'll all turn out right.

Can you tell what's going on,
how abstract I have become.
No longer who I was,
At times a hopeless cause.

Don't know where I do belong,
feels like every time I'm wrong.
I don't want to stay,
I just want to run away.

I don't know who I am
I want to hide.
But walk in the night,
And hope it'll all turn out right.

Take me awayLeft out in a crowd,
music playing loud.
Ringing through my ears,
but I'm far away from here.

People oh they talk,
I'm taking a walk.
Do they know I'm here?
To me nothing is clear.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know what to say
To a place alone,
To a place unknown.

And when I am there,
Feel like they don't care.
They wish I wasn't here.
At least to me that's clear.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know what to say
To a place alone,
To a place unknown.

Where do I belong?
everything feels wrong.
Don't really have a home.
Guess I'll remain alone.

Take me away.
Where do I want to go?
Don't know w

StopCan't you see my face change,
When you tell me what to do.
Everything you say you hate about me,
Are the things i learned from you.

You think that i mean wrong,
you think i try to annoy you,
But you change interpretation,
to the way that suits your mood.

Could you stop,
Living my life for me.
Please stop,
I know that you just can't see.
I'm different than you,
Theres other things I'd like to do.

After all this time,
you'd think that I know.
To be the girl you want me to,
but it doesn't work somehow.

I'd like to leave this place,
But just to get rid of you.
Don't need your comments on the way I am,
Trying not to be like yo

I guaranteeIf my life was a movie
oh if dreams came true
could I be the leading lady
so in love with you
I would tell you my secrets
wouldn't have to be afraid
despite all, you would love me
despite all, you would stay
I know I don't know you
you might not exist
I'll believe you are real
would I ever get kissed
Right now you're fantasy
Just a dream to me
But I'll recognise you when I meet you
that I'll guarantee

Battle with myselfWho am I?
Who should I be?
Is this girl I hate so much, really who is me?

I try to rest,
but in my head.
There is an awful chaos and it's making me upset.

I know I messed up once again.
You never let me forget,
all the things I have and haven't said.
I try to change, failing every time.
I guess I made it mine.
The battle with myself in my mind.

I'm a loser,
whine on and on.
"Stop with the self-pity that just makes it much more wrong.

Just accept it,
This is real life.
Just make it through the day and try to stay alive.

I know I messed up once again.
You never let me forget,
all the things I have and haven't said.
I try to

You'll never fix meWhat is wrong, what's my problem?
tell me what to do, I need some help from you.

Just let go, it's my problem.
Nothing you can say, will make me feel ok.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
The help you think you offer me.
Don't think it's gonna work
Why can't you see what I see.
Don't think it's gonna work,
you'll never fix me.

Please give up, just stop trying.
It's just who I am, you don't understand.

Leave me here, stop the lying.
Like this I am fine, have been all this time.

Get out leave me alone,
not searching for another home and

I, don't think it's gonna work.
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by ~isasongs, Nov 21, 2012, 11:21:09 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

Tell me it's just a phase
not knowing who I am
But it's been much more than days
and I still don't understand

I feel like I am wrong
I never do it right
Oh I'm really not that strong
I don't think I'll win the fight.

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down down down
Everytime the world is spinning round round round
Can anybody see
The pain inside of me
Or do you all enjoy just watching me bleed

The wall I'm building high
it's raising everytime
everytime I want to cry
when you make me hurt inside

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down down down
Everytime the world is spinning round round round
Can anybody see
The pain inside of me
Or do you all enjoy just watching me bleed

Stop making me feel like this
stop making me feel so low
is it so hard to miss
really don't you know?
I'm this because of you
and even though you knew
there's nothing I can do

Build a wall, standing tall
can't you hear my call

Pieces of my heart breaking down down down
Everytime the world is spinning round round round
Can anybody see
The pain inside of me
Or do you all enjoy just watching me bleed

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Just wrote this, it's rough, but tell me what you think

~SmartSong1 Mar 21, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

I think is the most awesome song I have ever sing. I compare myself a lot with that song. It's about your life?

~isasongs Mar 21, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

I always write about how I feel in the moment. At that moment this was how I felt. Right now I'm doing much better

~Suchimupanku Nov 21, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I like it, and think it's better than anything I could ever write, but I'm not really stable right now I guess, so I'll just avoid trying to critique anything.

~isasongs Nov 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks, and that's ok

~Suchimupanku Nov 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

your welcome

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